{"id":769,"date":"2022-10-07T08:38:34","date_gmt":"2022-10-07T08:38:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/?p=769"},"modified":"2022-10-07T08:40:47","modified_gmt":"2022-10-07T08:40:47","slug":"ilk-t%c9%99sir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/?p=769","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lk t\u0259sir"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Qad\u0131n v\u0259 u\u015faq onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 masaya \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n q\u00fcsursuz davranma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 t\u00fcnd r\u0259ngli g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki h\u00fczursuzlu\u011fu il\u0259 uy\u011fun g\u0259lm\u0259diyind\u0259n g\u0259rginliyi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n oxunurdu. U\u015faq maraql\u0131-maraql\u0131 c\u0259nab\u0131 s\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k qad\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. C\u0259nab bax\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi il\u0259 g\u00f6z qama\u015fd\u0131ran qad\u0131ndan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ay\u0131ra bilmirdi. Yetkinlik ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015flar\u0131nda, ehtirasl\u0131 v\u0259 bir az dol\u011fun qad\u0131n simas\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda canl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259rif bir h\u00fczn\u00fcn arxas\u0131na gizl\u0259y\u0259bil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yati t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259y\u0259 sahib bir xarakter da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Sahib oldu\u011fu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin bilincind\u0259, ona g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n bir \u00e7ox heyranl\u0131qlardan doymu\u015f v\u0259 bundan q\u00fcrur duyurmu\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00c7ox a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 sifari\u015fini verdi. <em>\u00c7\u0259ng\u0259li \u0259lind\u0259 oynad\u0131b s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xaran q\u0131z\u0131na sakit olmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259c\u0259 bir i\u015far\u0259 verdi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u0259nab\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki qaranl\u0131q anid\u0259n ayd\u0131nland\u0131, sinir uclar\u0131 sehrli bir g\u00fccl\u0259 g\u0259rildi, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131qlar d\u00fczl\u0259\u015fdi, \u0259z\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0131xla\u015fd\u0131, v\u00fccudu dik\u0259ldi v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131nk\u0131larla toqqu\u015fsun dey\u0259 yan\u0131b tutu\u015furdu, ara-s\u0131ra \u00fcmid ver\u0259n bir m\u00fc\u0259mma i\u00e7ind\u0259 bax\u0131b ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u00e7\u0131q bir cavab kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 bir anl\u0131q g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi bir hiss\u0259 qap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Amma h\u0259r \u015fey qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n idi. El\u0259 bu qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nlik d\u0259 onu h\u00fczursuz edirdi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u0259naba \u00fcmid ver\u0259n t\u0259k \u015fey qad\u0131n\u0131n davaml\u0131 olaraq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131rmas\u0131 idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu h\u0259m bir qar\u015f\u0131durma, h\u0259m d\u0259 bir \u00e7\u0259king\u0259nlik dem\u0259k idi. Ayr\u0131ca q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fark\u0259n g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi o x\u00fcsusi ehtiyatl\u0131 diqq\u0259t d\u0259 onu izl\u0259y\u0259n biri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u00fcsusil\u0259 yarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir s\u0259hn\u0259 idi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>C\u0259nab h\u0259y\u0259canlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 ov oyunu ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/em>. Yem\u0259yi yava\u015flatd\u0131, qad\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcz \u00e7izgil\u0259rini zehnind\u0259 r\u0259sm edib dol\u011fun v\u00fccudunun h\u0259r n\u00f6qt\u0259sini g\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n toxunana q\u0259d\u0259r onu yar\u0131m saat boyunca izl\u0259di. C\u0259nab tezlikl\u0259 bu s\u0259hn\u0259nin bit\u0259c\u0259yini hiss edirdi. O an bir add\u0131m atma\u011fa q\u0259rar verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, yava\u015f-yava\u015f qap\u0131ya do\u011fru yerim\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, o \u0259snada bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131ya do\u011fru \u00e7evirs\u0259 d\u0259 bir yandan qad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qap\u0131ya \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman bir \u015fey unutmu\u015f kimi silk\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arxaya \u00e7evirdi. V\u0259 ovunu yaxalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, canl\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259r arxas\u0131nda bax\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 tam onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 tu\u015fland\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t c\u0259nab\u0131 c\u0259sar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Foyed\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan da qad\u0131n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutaraq g\u0259ldi, bir anl\u0131q dayand\u0131, masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki jurnallar\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b u\u015fa\u011fa bir ne\u00e7\u0259 r\u0259sm g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Amma c\u0259nab t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n bir jurnal\u0131 axtar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi masaya yax\u0131nla\u015fanda \u0259slind\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin n\u0259mli par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 daha yax\u0131ndan g\u00f6rm\u0259k, h\u0259tta bir s\u00f6hb\u0259t ba\u015flatmaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qad\u0131n anid\u0259n arxas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 yava\u015fca toxunub: &#8220;Q\u0131z\u0131m, ota\u011fa qalx! Yata\u011fa!&#8221; dedi. Sonra qam\u0259tini d\u00fcz\u0259ldib, geyimini x\u0131\u015f\u0131ldadaraq soyuq bir \u00fcz ifad\u0259si il\u0259 c\u0259nab\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u0259nab bir az x\u0259yal q\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ard\u0131ndan baxd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bu ax\u015fam bir tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi, bel\u0259 t\u0259rs bir davran\u0131\u015f onu x\u0259yal q\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131na u\u011fratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ancaq n\u0259hay\u0259tind\u0259 bu dir\u0259ni\u015fd\u0259 bir cazib\u0259 gizli idi v\u0259 tam da bu qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nlik ondak\u0131 ehtiras\u0131 alovland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. <em>H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n oyun orta\u011f\u0131 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 yeni bir oyun ba\u015flaya bil\u0259rdi.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Qad\u0131n v\u0259 u\u015faq onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 masaya \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n q\u00fcsursuz davranma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 t\u00fcnd r\u0259ngli g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki h\u00fczursuzlu\u011fu il\u0259 uy\u011fun g\u0259lm\u0259diyind\u0259n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":774,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"colormag_page_container_layout":"default_layout","colormag_page_sidebar_layout":"default_layout","pgc_sgb_lightbox_settings":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[4,6],"tags":[235,115,116,117,166],"class_list":["post-769","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-hekaylr-stories","category-nicat-tagizad","tag-ilk-tsir","tag-nicat","tag-nicat-tagizade","tag-nicat-tagizad","tag-tagizad"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/769","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=769"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/769\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/774"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=769"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=769"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nicattagizade.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=769"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}